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Who the heck knows?

Sometimes I remember the phrase so popular in some circles “back when,” that said “if you meet the Buddha on the road, kill him.”  Remember that? No one is ever supposed to achieve that oneness of perfection, I guess.

But it’s different with Jesus. We are supposed to see him in everyone around us. “When you did this for the least of these, you did it for me.” That’s a little confusing.

Along the same lines … what does it really mean to be a Christian?

I know I’m opening a can of worms here, but I dare say that for many of us, saying a mantra of “Jesus Christ is my personal Lord and Savior” isn’t enough. I can argue those terms with anyone … what they mean … what they DON’T mean. Frankly, I have to stretch a lot for them to find meaning for me in the classical sense because as a 21st century lesbian, I don’t think of any man as my Lord. That language just doesn’t work for me, if you know what I mean.

I DO think there needs to be a choice (whether conscious or not) to follow the way of Peace  & Love and to acknowledge that this guy (Jay, I call him) is the ultimate mentor, model, teacher and guide in following that Way. It does not have to be, in my opinion, an exclusive way … one could follow him and claim him as all those things and still relate to God as a goddess, for instance.

But somewhere along the line, commitment to his Way needs to rise to the fore.

Not “the way” that has been co-opted by so many who are positive about what Jay meant or sides he took in arguments, but “the way” that is open to learning (as he did from the Syro-Phoenecian woman) and adapting.

As is natural, I guess, people try to categorize believers. After all, categorizing makes it easier to pigeon hole and put people down. I’ve been reading lately about Post-Christians, Postmodern Christianity, and more. Anything I quote in here about this is from Wikipedia, BTW, so deal with it accordingly.

Okay … so here’s the first thing I read:

Post-Christianity is sort of a negative thing in Europe and Australia.

Some American Christians (primarily Protestants) also use this term to discuss evangelism to unchurched individuals who may have grown up in a non-Christian culture where such traditional Biblical references may be unfamiliar concepts. The argument goes that in previous generations in the United States, such concept and other artifacts of Christianese would have been common cultural knowledge and would not have needed to be taught to adult converts to Christianity. In this sense, post-Christian is not a negative term, but is used to describe the special remediative care that would be needed to introduce new Christians to the nuances of Christian life and practice.

Now … it’s not that I think that’s wrong. I don’t, as a matter of fact. As definitions go, it’s fine. But I want to be around people whose faith base or religious identification is more than just some socially normative thing.

I am not post-Christian. But I think I might be post-church.

Or am I really?

See … I think the church (and by the term I mean the collective international, universal church of all denominations) has become something entirely foreign to the first century understanding of what church was meant to be. It should be a community.  A caring community that takes care of each other, watches out for each other and finds ways, as a collective body, to act on the openness and welcome, the life-values of Jesus … NOT on the doctrines of those who have constructed a huge, monolithic organism loosely based on what he taught.

In that sense, I guess I’m not post-Christian.

So then, the great Source (Wikipedia) says:

Postmodern Christianity is an outlook of Christianity that is closely associated with the body of writings known as postmodern philosophy. Although it is a relatively recent development in the Christianreligion, some Christian postmodernists assert that their style of thought has an affinity with foundational Christian thinkers such as Augustine of Hippo and Thomas Aquinas, and famed Christian mystics such as Meister Eckhart andAngelus Silesius.

Mysticism works for me, whether it’s Christian, Zen, transendental … mysticism is mysticism and I think that’s how I look at religion.

And that’s  when I read about the Postmodern Reformation. As  a Presbyterian whose experience about church is “re-formed and always reforming” this makes a lot of sense. I mean, really. Isn’t that what we ALL do in life? We learn things, we re-form our opinions. We age, we re-form what we can do and how to spend our time. As long as we are living, we are constantly re-forming opinions, memories, the importance of things (or people) in our lives. So here’s the last quote from the Source for today:

The Postmodern Reformation is a movement presently taking place throughout Western culture in which Christianity is experiencing a dramatic cultural shift away from institutionally centralized Christian practice closely related to primary Christendom values which have undergirded Roman CatholicOrthodox, and Protestant culture since the 4th century. The movement parallels a number of other characteristic aspects of postmodernity including the adoption of primary extrainstitutional loyalties, a decentralized philosophy of cultural influence emphasizing authentic relationships, personal opportunity and responsibility for global and local contexts, and the localization of lifestyle. It also emphasizes a return to the values of 1st century Christian lifestyle using the tools of 21st century living.

So I guess I’m learning more about  myself by realizing there are others who believe as I do and maybe I’m not as far out as I thought.

In answer to the question, “Who the heck knows?”  though is the all-important answer … Jay does … and so does Godde … and through them, I come to know myself. The importance of a faith community is helping us figure these  things out in relationship with others.

So … what you do you think????

Deb

And so it begins . . .

Each one finds its way to the sun.

I’ve been doing reading lately that has included a bunch of names used to define different movements in 21st century Christianity. I have to admit, I’m always curious to find out where I fit in  by “conventional” standards. It’s easier said than done.

It should be a relatively easy thing to determine: I’m a white, privileged, educated, middle-class, middle-aged mother of an African-American gifted child, and I am a Presbyterian Pastor. I’m a musician, educator, composer, author, and I like to garden and cross-stitch (which I have precious little time to do with a 14-year-old daughter). I am partnered with a loving, brilliant, woman who is both companion and healer. For both of us, life is a calling.

But that’s as far as the “easy” part goes.

Fish gotta swim is not only an homage to my musical heritage, but is a reference to my underlying relationship with Jay, the carpenter’s son from Nazareth. I may be a Christian, but I haven’t always been sure that there was room for me in the pond, so to speak. And guess what . . .  I, too, have to swim.

I know that I choose to be part of the Reformed Tradition because it recognizes that “God alone is Lord of the conscience” and therefore nobody can tell me what to believe or how to interpret my relationship with God except for God. Nor am I ever to be in a position to tell others what to believe. That’s between them and Spirit, too.

But, alas,  I also have many other aspects of my spirituality: the New Agey, 1st century Christian part who embraces a holographic understanding of the universe, who questions everything, who believes being a Child of the Light is as palpable as a good hot fudge sundae, and who thinks that Truth is found in the Many as well as the One.

Whether talking “vibrational resonance” or “Holy Spirit,” I am equally at ease with the reality that there is more than what we think we take in and that the holy, the divine, the sacred is found NOT in its description, but in its Mystery.

It is through those filters (or lenses) that I view and experience my world, sacred writings, people, nature, and myself.

I intend  this blog (as long as it exists) to be my periodic reflections on anything from soup to nuts, from the arts to science, from scripture to ethics, and/or whatever else comes my way. I invite your responses and wherever the currents of transformation take us on our journey together.

Feel free to share YOUR reactions to what I write and I will do the same. I love it when discussions are thought-full and challenging as well as affirming and gentle. It is my hope that this might become a meeting place for ideas, visions and creative takes on the world(s) we find ourselves in.

Please check out the first posting (“Hello World”) so you know the basic guidelines for contributing to this site. And remember this: we don’t have to believe anything special, or anything at all, but figuring OUT what we do or don’t believe is a good thing for the whole world. After all, fish DO “gotta swim” and it’s easier when we’re all in schools together.

Blessings and peace to all who enter here,

Deb

P.S. So next time I’ll put up some of the things I’ve been reading for us to talk about (or not) in terms of labels, etc.  Until then:
What do you think so far????? :-D